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Irritum

by GRIDFAILURE

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1.
Again It strikes. Shoot awake in panic. Reality is fleeting, or perhaps I never had it. How could you expect anything else Considering how I rest That night, out back, for no reason The hammer drops upon random flesh Never forgetting this hallucination This conceived recollection, or so I think Remains continually fresh
2.
Clenched, writhing again, seething with rancor. Watching it all pour down the drain. Tied myself to a sinking anchor The only forgiveness is enduring this pain. Resentment so thick you can slice with rusted blade Explosive tension rapidly ignites. Unrelenting confrontational tirades You wish I died one of those nights.
3.
Treat as hostile Making up for years of stagnation With a vengeance This contempt is relentless As I reverse-engineer everything built here Live to be improved with you removed Keep that shovel on standby I’ll not be right there It will be here, where my last stand To make you understand You’ve got no one left to bury you We’re making cadaver angels tonight Posing, tracing, erasing Followed by an impenetrable silence
4.
It’s from right here. Irritum. What is this demon possessing me? A voice whispering internally It tells me to run, there is a way out To trust what it says; bear no doubt It’s from right here. Irritum. But reality has this way of reminding Taking me back; fucking rewinding. Cast it out. This bit of hope. End it now. Coil the rope. It’s from right here. Irritum.
5.
Despondent 03:21
6.
Ouvrez les vannes. Assurez-vous que la lignée se termine ici. Noyer la douleur. Saigner la haine. Change le sang. Inonder. Seul le poison nettoiera et déterminera le vainqueur. Une fin fluide. Grille L'Empaleur.
7.
Hatecompulse 03:35
It starts again. It starts again.
8.
It starts again, this recurrence of betrayal Life passes in a grey haze day by day A hacked and strewn slideshow. Bits are missing. Frames are missing So many detrimental parts are gone Because they never existed And although we’ve persisted To get to another level These thoughts still revel And remain ingrained. The fact that it all went to shit And what the fuck I think of it It’s a punishable offense Yes, we seek to reprehend Those who have chosen to offend The sun has set – another cold night Another day locked in this place where I’ll die Fuck this recurrence
9.
Open the floodgates. Ensure the bloodline ends here. Drown Pain. Bleed Hate. Alter the blood. Incinerate. Inundate. Only poison will cleanse, and determine the prevailer. A fluid-like end. Grid The Impaler.
10.
11.
Irritum 04:51
Sicken myself with these thoughts of intent Part the seas of my conscience, reality is bent To sympathy felt, nor a helping hand lent This deluge of worthlessness will never relent Days do fade, but slumber will not set in Nightmare-strewn bursts of restlessness once again Staring, uncaring, envisioning revenge Will this ever fucking end? Having surrendered all thought of an adequate solution As everything I’ve attempted has ended in delusion I yearn so intensely for some sense of retribution Killing everything around me in search of this conclusion Blinded by rage. Should I turn back? Perhaps. My brain burning holes, in my memory remains gaps Somewhere beyond my control vengeance overlaps In a momentary lapse I watch everything collapse
12.
It all just gets fucking worse I gave up on attempts to replace it No fighting energy left Wish I could just become complacent How far must one go To reach the end of their rope? Ask me not Here I swing, long out of hope Grieve? I hope. Through this bullshit sustenance Struggling to resist Fighting off this urge To end your existence The barrage of hate has me at that threshold Nothing now will stop Wrath from taking control Today is worse Another fucking curse My disdain I will avenge and Put you in the dirt Please, let this action To which I’ve supplied the reason A repayment, a reaction Relieve me of the weight of this treason And now some choose this day To grieve for you Your cadaver angel shall not feel my presence
13.
Decoration 04:36
The chair It’s right there Coiled cord by its side Never before did I think It would actually come down to this But my will has died My insides like cyanide Blood boils from deep in mind This simple solution Will give you time to rewind and kiss me goodbye Dangling alongside the garland Another dangling decoration A commemoration of this engulfing depression Drained of all drive Devoid of all hope Gaze upon this conclusion At the end of its rope

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Irritum was created for release in February 2018 as GRIDFAILURE marks its two-year anniversary.

A purely savage dose of GRIDFAILURE’s effects-soaked powerdementia, Irritum manifests dispirited tones and unwelcoming surroundings in the vein of the act’s 2016 debut, Ensuring The Bloodline Ends Here. Utilizing an arsenal of instrumentation through a variety of experimental procedures, through swells of vicious enormity and unnerving creepout aura, Irritum’s scathing noise-driven dirges, maniac vocal wrath, and off-kilter rhythms culminate and deliver an inescapable sense of dread and paranoia through thirteen new tracks, totaling more than fifty minutes of demoralization.

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released February 23, 2018

All music, lyrics, and artwork/design created by David Brenner at The Compound, Valley Cottage, New York. Included in the experiments were Electric and Acoustic Guitars, Electric Bass, Violin, Electronic Drums, Live Drums, Analog Drum Machine, Xylophone, Theremin, Keyboards, Analog Synth, Harmonica, Didgeridoo, Electronics, Effects, Field Recordings, and more.

Most of the album was created throughout 2017, yet recordings captured spanning Gridfailure’s two-years in existence thus far have made their way here. Spencer is captured in these recordings.

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The ominous vision of creator David Brenner, GRIDFAILURE delivers a cinematic, tension/paranoia-driven form of harsh experimentation fusing dark ambient and harsh sub-hardcore mutations with endless other genres including jazz, world music, folk, electronic, and beyond. ... more

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